Girl,you look good. Back that ass up.

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 02:34:05 GMT

"A friend ought always to do good to a friend and never evil"
~PLATO

"So many faces in my life, some will last, some will be now and then. Life is a series of hellos and goodbyes. It's time for goodbyes again."
Anonymous

I hope it was worth destroying a friendship.I don't want to be mean or vengeful. I just want to go on with my life. Maybe one day I'll forgive you,but I don't think we'll be friends again.

Trust is so very important.

new addiction

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 05:06:30 GMT

I've become completely addicted to tea.Serious. I had 4 cups of it yesterday. For the most part,I've only been drinking caffiene free tea,but still it's insane. I get paid on Friday and I can't wait to go out and buy more tea.Right now,I have a box of this Yogi Tea stuff for relaxation,but there's only about 4 teabags left.

Yuck and that attack on South Street on Sunday has me all freaked out about going back down there by myself. Soooooooo I don't know when or if I'll be able to get down there to get more tea. I also need to trim my hair.Hmmm,I might wait a few weeks for that,though. My hair grows so fast. I have to constantly cut it to maintain a style. Maybe I could invest in some highlights? Hmmm.

Leslie's boyfriend is here. I finally met him. I was in a towel,but I met him. He seems cool. I think they're going to bed soom,which sucks b/c Leslie is a heavy sleeper,but I'm not sure about Peter.

I could just go downstairs and watch some comedy central. I could make more tea!!

By the way,I ran 6 miles tonight. Go me. I rock.

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 01:53:57 GMT

Today,I drove on a Cul-de-sac. Literally. I was on the actual cul-de-sac,then I drove off of it. I'm sure people were watching from their houses.

In the other news,I am awesome.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 05:25:54 GMT

I am drowning.

Help me.

This editing homework makes no sense to me. I do not want to be an editor. I said I did two years ago,but two years ago I was 19 and thought getting retardly drunk and taking my clothes off was the best thing ever.

Oh and I BOMBED my Film as Art mid-term.

I am so done with this school shit. I cannot wait to graduate and get the fuck out of here. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

In my heart is the five of us

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 03:54:58 GMT

It's a little after 11:30 and Leslie is asleep.I'm trying to be quiet so I don't wake her. I always feel bad about staying up later than my roommate. I feel like I'm being inconsiderate.

Today when we were leaving the comm center,Erin,Claire, this girl Liz and I got caught in a downpour. I had to stop to tie my shoe and Liz waited for me. We ended up losing Erin and Claire. We were both like "Fuck it." and decided to just jumped in the puddles. We must have look so funny...two girls soaked with schoolbags on their backs running around laughing and screaming and just jumping in all these puddles. It was a good time. The funny thing is that that was pretty much the first time I ever talked to Liz. She's my new puddle jumping best friend.

Rainy days are always so nice when you don't have to go outside.

*sigh* I dislike conflict. There just might be a friends-only entry following this one.

Sleep to Dream

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 19:50:22 GMT

Remember my dream from yesterday? The one about Kentucky? Well,something similar happen last night. I kept sorta waking up and feeling all happy and good. As I became more awake,I would start thinking about all the things,I've been worried about. I would say to myself "Why am I so happy? So many things aren't resolved!"
Then a voice would say "Don't worry.Everything will work out."

I don't know...it's such weird stuff going on in my dreams recently.

They've been fornicating everywhere.

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 14:30:32 GMT

So last night I had a dream that I was back in Kentucky and we were doing the "Group Grope". We had to go around and share one thing we learned. When it got to me, I said "I learned that I need to live more in the moment. I need to not plan so much, and just let things happen. I need to just trust."

I worry too much.Everything resolves itself in time.

cough cough

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 14:09:30 GMT

I've been in the computer lab for the past hour,attempting to do homework.I'm working on my fiction writing assignment now and eventually,I will be moving on to my editing class lab. Editing class is kicking my ass. I swear to God,I am so lost. Beatty is so hard to follow and he makes no sense when he talks. This would all be so much easier to do if IT would come over and fix my damn computer!!!

Mella just talked to me. Yay!!

I had a weird weekend.
On Friday,I went out to dinner and a movie with Mark and then to Woodlawn.
Saturday I had diabetes classes and my Dad's car was hit by a drunk driver. Thankfully, it was parked and no one was in his car.
Sunday was the retreat planning retreat which was a HUGE waste of time.
Oh and now,I'm sick.

I need a nap.

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 00:14:55 GMT

Kate quotes of the night:

"I attract 3 types of guys:the dumb,the players and the gays."

"I may have no personality,but hey,I've got a killer rack!"

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 13:44:44 GMT

*looks at schedule*
*looks at books*
*looks at receipt for books*
*looks at broken computer*

This whole school thing sucks.

Fuck you,La Salle. Fuck you.

Did I unplug my curling iron? (Yes,I own a curling iron.)

I have training in an hour

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 17:29:54 GMT

What's your favorite:
gum: Any kind that freshens breath and whitens teeth.
restaurant: That little place on South Street that serves sushi
drink: Whiskey sours
type of weather: warm and sunny
emotion: when you have the giggles and you've laughed so hard that it hurts.
thing to do on a half day: nap and relax
late night activity:Hmmmm...what could it be?
sport: hockey
city: New York
store: Barnes and Noble and Target

When was the last time you:
cried: last week? maybe?
played a sport: Yesterday,kinda.
hugged someone: I hugged so many people in the last few days...I love back to school.
kissed someone: romantic or friendly?
felt depressed: Last week
felt overworked: Friday was hell at work
faked sick: I don't remember
lied: I can't remember

What was the last:
word you said: "Are all those umberellas Tamika's?"
thing you ate: Dannon's Light and Fit yogurt
song you listened to: something from The Best of Dave Bowie
thing you drank: Diet Coke
place you went to: The doctor's...yuck.
movie you saw: Butterfly Effect
movie you rented: I never actually rent movies

Who was the last person you:
hugged: I think it was Alice
kissed: Hmmm.
danced with:I think I last danced at Finnigans. I think we should go dancing tommorow night,though.
shared a secret with: Probably Maria or Jim
went to a movie with: Rachel
saw: Cynthia
were angry with: my Dad

Have you ever:
danced in the rain: Danielle and I did that all the time
kissed someone: Well,duh.
done drugs: Yes,I have.
drank alcohol: Of course.
partied 'til the sun came up:I came home at 6 am many times this summer
had a movie marathon: Does Marathon episodes of Sex and the City count?
gone too far on a dare: I think everyone has.
spun until you were immensely dizzy: Yeah.
taken a survey quite like this before: I was the queen of surveys in high school.

My life:
name: Patricia Danielle Bernadette Goloff
gender: Female.
birthday: 8-3-83
nationality: Russian,German,Irish etc etc
occupation: Student,workstudy and filing bitch

Play:
I'm feeling: relaxed
I'm listening to: David Bowie
I'm doing: okay,I guess.
I'm talking to: no one.
I'm craving: a good nap and some cuddling
I'm thinking of: training and if I should change my clothes
I'm hating: not knowing

Opposite sex:
turn ons: I like big,tall guys who have a good sense of humor and smell good. I'm not usually attracted to blondes.
turn offs: people who treat me like I'm less than them.
do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you: Not really...they like everyone
what kinda hairstyle are you into: it doesn't matter.
what is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you: hug me,make laugh,be sincere and make me CDs.
where do you go to meet new people: Do people actually do that? I usually meet people through other people
are you the type of person to HOLLA and ask for numbers: Oh yeah....or not. I have no problem giving out my number,though.

Picky picky:
dog or cat: Kittens are better.
short or long hair: Short,definitely.
sunshine or rain: Sunshine
hugs or kisses: kisses
summer or winter: Summer
written letters or e-mails: Written letters
playstation or nintendo: What happen to Sega????
house party or club: House party.
sing or dance: Dance
freak or slow dance: Awww,slow dances.

Lately:
how are you today: tired
pants are you wearing right now: jean shorts
what shirt are you wearing right now? a black tank top...I think I'm going to put a different shirt on or something. I'm afraid I'll get cold.
what does your hair look like at the moment?: super cute...I have the top of it done in twisties.
what song are you listening to right now: "Let's Dance"
how is the weather right now: It was sunny and humid,but it looks cooler,now. I'm a spaz about not being cold.
who was last person you talked to on the phone: my dad
last dream you can remember: I can't,though....at least not right now.

There are SO MANY spelling errors in here....Sorry.

Oh Monday

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 12:14:46 GMT

This is my last Monday morning getting up for work. *sigh* I feel like I live at GCSF.Work is so much less stressful than school. At least when you're done work,you're done.

My last week of summer...let's make it count.

Ahhh.Fuck.

BIRTHDAY!

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 23:33:18 GMT

*Around 1am,I call Maria to tell her something. She ends up picking me up and taking me out to buy alcohol. A very pregnant girl in front of the All Night Deli informed that it was closed. Yes, she was 9months pregnant in front of a liquor store at 1:30am. Anyway,we go to the steak and hoagie house where I DIDN'T GET CARDED!!! We sat in my backyard drinking and eating birthday cake.

*At work they put up a sign in the breakroom that said "Happy Birthday,Patty!" and Jackie rigged the computers to say "Happy Birthday,Patty G!" They also made me a card.

*Gwen and Heather took me to Friday's for lunch where I ordered a big ass margarita.

*Danielle called and sang to me.

*Stupid shit went down and people pissed me off and I ended up crying for 30 minutes.

*Maria,Jon,Spez,Michalina,Nicole and Frank took me to Hooters for dinner and drinks. The waitresses made me stand on a stool while they all sang to me.

*Minus Michalina and Nicole who had to leave due to "jobs" and "responsiblities",everyone decided that I wasn't drunk enough yet. So they took me to the Pub where I got 2 glasses of this drink called "Truth Serum."

*Minus Spez,we went to the steak and hoagie house and got beer and headed back to my house. I got retardedly drunk in my backyard and called Jim repeatedly and he loved every minute of it. LOVED IT!

At the end of the night,I literally fell into the house and stumbled upstairs. This morning my dad was like "You were so drunk!" Hahaha.
I woke up still drunk. I ended up not going to work today.

It was an awesome birthday...Thanks guys!!

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 04:02:24 GMT

GUESS WHO IS 21?!?!???!?!?!

Ahhhhh!!!! YAY!!

PS~My computer clock is 15 minutes slow.

NAKED TIME!

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 20:34:43 GMT

Colin Farrel full frontal nudity?

Yeah,I don't even know what the movie is called,but I'm seeing it. I'm not even a big fan of him. I was just watching VH1 and thought to myself "I'd like to see him naked."HA!

I really should be doing homework,but I think I'll take a nap instead.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 04:34:58 GMT

View Poll: My 21st birthday

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 06:45:29 GMT

Someone shaved my brother's eyebrow off.

Hearts and thoughts they fade away

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 04:51:47 GMT

I should not be allowed anywhere near the mall the day after I get paid...especially when I'm with Rachel Kramer.We hit up the mall,got dinner,got ice cream and saw "The Stepford Wives" or whatever it is called. I bought 2 REALLY CUTE shirts at Express,a bra at Victoria's secret (which I am returning) and a pair of underwear. The bra I bought looked really cute in the dressing room. When I got home and actually put a shirt over it,I realized my boobs were practically airborne and looked scary. Also,I bought a nude colored one. All my bras except for one is nude. Really,I need more color. So,I'm returning it tomorrow and picking out a different one.

Rachel got a Victoria's Secret credit card and I was SO TEMPTED to get one. I didn't,though. Let's hear it for willpower!

Also, I hung out with Jim and Kate last night. Actually,most of the night was spent sitting in Kate's car waiting for Jim to get his act together.I ended up not going to a party with Rachel at a friend's of Grasso b/c I wanted to hang out with both of them. Later that night,he pissed me off b/c he said he was going home. At one point I yelled at him and said "You ruined my night." I was so pissed. Things ended up being okay in the end,though.
Kate made a comment in the car how she missed 2 summers ago. I don't. I'd miss last summer,if I had to miss any summer at all.

I saw a preview for The Notebook and now I want to reread the book. I wish I had a lot of money that I could spend just on books and CDs. That would make me happy. Right now,I'm reading Fear of Flying. I'm right in the middle of it but I have a feeling it will become one of my favorites. The protagonist in the story is supposed to be screwed up, but I agree and relate a lot to what she says. Ha. What does that say about me?

Sometimes when I talk,I hear my mom and that scares the shit out of me.

I'm freezing

Sat, 15 May 2004 05:21:05 GMT

Mean girls...a must see.

Mon, 10 May 2004 08:52:58 GMT

View Poll: LJ

Work in 2.5 hours...fucking nightmares.

We take pictures of other people,not each other.

Mon, 10 May 2004 04:11:42 GMT

So...last night,I left my house at 6:10 to meet Jim at the CVS at County line and Bustleton at 6:45. I arrived at 6:35. At 7:15,Jim called me to tell me he was going to be late. I had forgotten that we were running on Jim time and that when he says he'll meet me at 6:45,what he really means is he'll start getting ready at 6:45.At 7:25,Jim finally shows up.He leads the way and I follow him on 95 to South Street. We end up driving around for about 30 minutes talking to each other on the phone and trying to find parking.

Jim finds parking and then jumps in the driver seat of my car,b/c I have to pee REALLY BAD. I ended up using the bathroom in some shady pizza place while Jim drove my car around with the headlights off.

We got sushi at this cute little restaurant. As we were waiting for our food,Jim suddenly looked at me and blurted "Oh my God,we're on a date...Quick! Do something non-date like!" So he called me a whore and I took a picture of my cleavage. We figured that was un-date like.Jim also reasoned that if we didn't share food or have our picture taken,we would be date-free.We split the bill,though.

I ate ginger and thought it tasted like soap. I ate a huge piece of wasabi and spit it out. I thought since it looked like playdough that it would taste non-offensive. I like spicy things but that was ridiculous.

THEN THE WAITER/OWNER WANTED TO TAKE OUR PICTURE...we both freaked out. Not cool.

I helped Jim buy condoms and cherry lube(wishful thinking on his part).He made a comment about it being a date. Then we picked out this cute candle thingy for my mom and looked at bras for flat chested girls. Then I made a comment about it being a date.Jim turned red and told me if I told anyone,he would deny ever hanging out with me.

I'm treated like a princess,I swear.
We got coffee at Cosi and Jim drove me to my car.

That was my pseudo-not really-date but it freaks him out when I say it with Jim. We will probably hang out again around Christmastime,unless he comes down for relay or I go up to Scranton to visit.
You know,I think that was the first time ever that I hung out with Jim and didn't get my ass slapped.

Tonight,Kevin and Christina showed up at my house and took Pat and I to the Dining Car,where we met up with Maria,Mike and Sean.

Work tomorrow...9-5. Yikes.

AUGUST

Sat, 08 May 2004 21:24:45 GMT

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and
caring. Loves to make
friends .

What does your birth month say about you?
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I just dropped an insulin needle on my foot and it started gushing blood.

South Street tonight with James Paul Paul Healy. You're jealous.I can tell.

B/c writing my overdue paper isn't fun.

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 21:07:55 GMT

Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want.

Then - post this to your journal and see what people remember about you.

It could be any type of memory. Good or bad.

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 20:08:57 GMT

I want to go for the March for women's lives SO BAD.

DAMNIT!

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 01:44:37 GMT