"A friend ought always to do good to a friend and never evil"
~PLATO

"So many faces in my life, some will last, some will be now and then. Life is a series of hellos and goodbyes. It's time for goodbyes again."
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I hope it was worth destroying a friendship.I don't want to be mean or vengeful. I just want to go on with my life. Maybe one day I'll forgive you,but I don't think we'll be friends again.

Trust is so very important.

I've become completely addicted to tea.Serious. I had 4 cups of it yesterday. For the most part,I've only been drinking caffiene free tea,but still it's insane. I get paid on Friday and I can't wait to go out and buy more tea.Right now,I have a box of this Yogi Tea stuff for relaxation,but there's only about 4 teabags left.

Yuck and that attack on South Street on Sunday has me all freaked out about going back down there by myself. Soooooooo I don't know when or if I'll be able to get down there to get more tea. I also need to trim my hair.Hmmm,I might wait a few weeks for that,though. My hair grows so fast. I have to constantly cut it to maintain a style. Maybe I could invest in some highlights? Hmmm.

Leslie's boyfriend is here. I finally met him. I was in a towel,but I met him. He seems cool. I think they're going to bed soom,which sucks b/c Leslie is a heavy sleeper,but I'm not sure about Peter.

I could just go downstairs and watch some comedy central. I could make more tea!!

By the way,I ran 6 miles tonight. Go me. I rock.

Current Mood: contemplative

Today,I drove on a Cul-de-sac. Literally. I was on the actual cul-de-sac,then I drove off of it. I'm sure people were watching from their houses.


In the other news,I am awesome.

Current Mood: satisfied

I am drowning.



Help me.

This editing homework makes no sense to me. I do not want to be an editor. I said I did two years ago,but two years ago I was 19 and thought getting retardly drunk and taking my clothes off was the best thing ever.

Oh and I BOMBED my Film as Art mid-term.

I am so done with this school shit. I cannot wait to graduate and get the fuck out of here. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Current Mood: stressed

It's a little after 11:30 and Leslie is asleep.I'm trying to be quiet so I don't wake her. I always feel bad about staying up later than my roommate. I feel like I'm being inconsiderate.

Today when we were leaving the comm center,Erin,Claire, this girl Liz and I got caught in a downpour. I had to stop to tie my shoe and Liz waited for me. We ended up losing Erin and Claire. We were both like "Fuck it." and decided to just jumped in the puddles. We must have look so funny...two girls soaked with schoolbags on their backs running around laughing and screaming and just jumping in all these puddles. It was a good time. The funny thing is that that was pretty much the first time I ever talked to Liz. She's my new puddle jumping best friend.

Rainy days are always so nice when you don't have to go outside.


*sigh* I dislike conflict. There just might be a friends-only entry following this one.

Current Mood: mellow

Remember my dream from yesterday? The one about Kentucky? Well,something similar happen last night. I kept sorta waking up and feeling all happy and good. As I became more awake,I would start thinking about all the things,I've been worried about. I would say to myself "Why am I so happy? So many things aren't resolved!"
Then a voice would say "Don't worry.Everything will work out."



I don't know...it's such weird stuff going on in my dreams recently.

Current Mood: thoughtful

So last night I had a dream that I was back in Kentucky and we were doing the "Group Grope". We had to go around and share one thing we learned. When it got to me, I said "I learned that I need to live more in the moment. I need to not plan so much, and just let things happen. I need to just trust."

I worry too much.Everything resolves itself in time.

I've been in the computer lab for the past hour,attempting to do homework.I'm working on my fiction writing assignment now and eventually,I will be moving on to my editing class lab. Editing class is kicking my ass. I swear to God,I am so lost. Beatty is so hard to follow and he makes no sense when he talks. This would all be so much easier to do if IT would come over and fix my damn computer!!!

Mella just talked to me. Yay!!

I had a weird weekend.
On Friday,I went out to dinner and a movie with Mark and then to Woodlawn.
Saturday I had diabetes classes and my Dad's car was hit by a drunk driver. Thankfully, it was parked and no one was in his car.
Sunday was the retreat planning retreat which was a HUGE waste of time.
Oh and now,I'm sick.

I need a nap.

Current Mood: sick

Kate quotes of the night:

"I attract 3 types of guys:the dumb,the players and the gays."

"I may have no personality,but hey,I've got a killer rack!"

Current Mood: amused

*looks at schedule*
*looks at books*
*looks at receipt for books*
*looks at broken computer*

This whole school thing sucks.

Fuck you,La Salle. Fuck you.



Did I unplug my curling iron? (Yes,I own a curling iron.)

Current Mood: apathetic